V-Day Weekend...

Although Single now...I had quite literally - the best Valentine's Day Weekend ever!!

Friday night, Friday the 13th (and I love that there is another one next month)...I met up with my Best Friend Rikki, and we took her daughter Ayres to church. It was such a nice experience to take Ayres there. And to help nurture a child in the church and to start teaching her the ways of being a catholic - was really nice :) She was well behaved for the most part...but there was one point where she started acting out a bit, and Rikki was getting upset with her. I then asked Ayres to come sit with me, and then she just curled right up beside me, gave me a big hug and told me she loved me. It was so nice, and so sweet - and a really tender moment between me and Ayres. She sat with me for the rest of mass, and came up with me for the Eucharist, it was really nice :) I throughly enjoyed our evening @ church...it was really a special time for us...and I am glad to know that it is something that Rikki and I (and Ayres) can share together :)

Saturday was TOTALLY FUN!! Saturday I had an overnight visit booked @ Jungle Cat world with my friend Lisa. We left Brampton around 3pm, to drive up to Orono. We brought pizza for dinner, snacks, booze (of course booze!!), and some girly movies, some red nail polish (haha), and ourselves. Honestly - I couldn't have asked for a better Valentine's Day. We had SO MUCH FUN...just two single girls, excited to be together and having fun, and enjoying each other's company. We really just knocked it out of the park on Saturday night...Took TONS of fun pictures, and really just made sure we let each other know, that with our without a man, we could have an amazing Valentine's Day...LOL, we both said that it would be hard for any man to top that for each of us, ever!! LOL!! Sunday morning we had breakfast and just chilled...was so much fun ;-)

Sunday night I went out with my friend Melanie and her friend Hilary...we went to Luxy nightclub in Woodbridge and had so much fun. Hilary works at the bar, so let's just say, I walked in with $100 in my wallet, and walked out with $100 in my wallet - and that NEVER happens!! EVER!! It was so fun!! And great to have not of spent a DIME!! Haha!!

Monday was SO FUN too!! Went to my friend's Lisa & Jay's and had dinner with them and Adam (aka - Buffalo Bill), then me and Lisa went for an amazing walk around their place...it was so fun, and so nice...and it was good to get out and get my body moving...I needed that, and I really am happy that I have totally committed myself to finally getting back up off my ass and getting my weight under control and my life back in order. I am so proud of myself!! :) I know it was one night - and one long ass walk, but it's sparked the interest in me to continue to do it and to make it a full on priority to get back into shape, and to a weight, or at least, a view on my body, that I can be 100% happy with. It is not all about the nubmers for me...I think now, trying to be as thin as I was in the past, would be wrong for my body size and type. I think now, I am going to work until I feel comfortable again, and until I feel that I am in the shape I want to be in. Then I will work on maintaining it. I love that I have a Best Friend like Lisa who encourages me, challenges me, and let's me be as honest as possible, and is so encouragaing with me...I know I will get to where I need to be...and it's only because I have the faith and encouragement of someone so positive in my life, that I know I will get there...Let's not forget, that now is the right time for me. I am ready to lose the weight that I need to - and I am ready to be back in control of my life, my body, my finances, my happiness...I am ready for all of that...and then, when the time is right - and 'all the stars are aligned' - the right person will pop into my life and just complete everything. That's all...

Okee Dokee - enough for today...

That's just a general update on what this Biatch has been up to - stay tuned...